I am NUMB. I have so much to do that I don't know what to do first.
My training might be downtown the hole time (2wks) and quit unsure of that. Remind you ... Steven works downtown. I have to figure out all the childcare details. I am having family here for thanksgiving and need to keep the house maintained. Laundry is piling up ...... again! Is this transition going to be harder on me or the kids? Probably me. Am I going to make my Christmas vacation or stay home alone due to training? I have to fill out about 10 forms or more for my new job. I have to get fingerprinted and drug test by Friday. I have to cook dinner and still do a few "chores". I need to SOAK ...... or something. I am so stressed with everything going on in my mind. I have not been eating a lot in all of this.... which is good because it is the bad for you stuff. I have lost 5lbs which is greatly welcomed.
My last day is Tuesday and it is going to be rough. I LOVE my babies!!!!
You see I can just keep going. None of this makes sense but this is how it is going in my head. That is why I am in need of a time out!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I just want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!
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You'll get through it all. You're making the right decision for your family. You're in my prayers.
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